Oct 6, 2010


Lost...its the only word I can think of to discribe how I'm feeling today.

 It's everything and nothing piling up all at once.  I have bouts of tears and bouts of anxiety where I feel like I can't breath.  I want to run away. I want to run home and hide.  I want to snap out of it.

I am usually able to see things in the grander scheme of it all and see how truly lucky I really am.  But for now, I'm stuck.  I want to yell, I want to cry, I want to smack some people, I want someone to fix it all for me.  But most of all I just want to stop feeling like this!


  1. I am so sorry you feel this way. We all feel like that sometimes. I hope you can take a little time for your self without thinking of housework and other things. Reenergize refresh regroup your thoughts tomorrow you can tackle things one at a time. hugs

  2. {{{{ Lisa }}}} if need to talk I am here for you sweety!

  3. Hugs Lisa...I'm pretty close to where you are myself.

    I hope tomorrow is a better day...for both of us.



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