Lost...its the only word I can think of to discribe how I'm feeling today.
It's everything and nothing piling up all at once. I have bouts of tears and bouts of anxiety where I feel like I can't breath. I want to run away. I want to run home and hide. I want to snap out of it.
I am usually able to see things in the grander scheme of it all and see how truly lucky I really am. But for now, I'm stuck. I want to yell, I want to cry, I want to smack some people, I want someone to fix it all for me. But most of all I just want to stop feeling like this!
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I am so sorry you feel this way. We all feel like that sometimes. I hope you can take a little time for your self without thinking of housework and other things. Reenergize refresh regroup your thoughts tomorrow you can tackle things one at a time. hugs
ReplyDelete{{{{ Lisa }}}} if need to talk I am here for you sweety!
ReplyDeleteHugs Lisa...I'm pretty close to where you are myself.
ReplyDeleteI hope tomorrow is a better day...for both of us.
xo